Do you know

Looking you in the eye

hoping you would never know the truth.

Still feeling his lips on mine

the way his hands grazed over my thighs.

My heart races as I sit in these memories.

I wonder if you know.

Can you see my pulse, my heart beating

my cheeks flush?

Do you notice when I perk up

at the mention of his name?

How I go still when he enters the room?

Does my face

does my body betray me?

The same way I betrayed you?

Do you know?

That I will again.